i am trying to write something everyday...dont always have anything to say. today i am having an issue cause i want some more weed...but i have no more money. i like it cause it makes me relax and feel comfortable, its life a buffer for all the shit goin on right now. i am feelin REALLY close to goin into the hospital again and that is the last thing i want.
i am watching my husband and daughter play and they are so in love with eachother its crazy. she is screaming with laughter and my husband even took off his glasses to play. they are sooo cute having such a great time together.
today is friday, i am trying to not get so 'excited' about things today (at least til monday). i cant help it though, its sooo hard, my head races with the bill, the rent, the car and insurance. i want to get her into school...
i am thinking very irresponsibly...
shit i just found out it is only thursday so now i am even of an asshole for my thoughts today...
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